and just when you think...

...that you could be decent... you bring the claws back out.

Just when im thinking about how i could have been wrong.

Yet again you see the negative in me.

At least it helps to clear the mind.


Off!

Urquell

I just think...

... that i didnt deserve to get treated that way...

Dreams...

Last nite i think i spent most of it dreaming of you. all i know is that i woke feeling riled anduptight from doing so, even though i cannot work out what the dream was about.

More annoyingly, i feel ill again. i cannot work out whether it is psychological or truely something wrong with me. i feel bad that it could all be psychological, it feels like i am lying.

It adds to the stress levels, which i though i had under control.

I cannot work out if this has been a good or bad week.. i think moderately good. i should be happier at the things which have worked (like work).

BE MORE POSITIVE

Urquell